all I wanna do…
is soak up the sun. I have a feeling, that I’m not the only one!
Sheryl Crow for those who don’t know :P
*sigh* I am not sure how much longer I can go on using any of these social sites anymore. It makes me turn into a bitchy diva when I have to shove my love on to such a synthetic, plastic-excuse for social interaction.
Spread love & good energy to all <3
Breaking Out
well, if it isn’t obvious on some social sites, I don’t really frequent them as much as I used to, when I spent so much time holed up on the web at school or at home. I’ve met way more people in person vs. the internet. I live in a socially expressive environment w/ lots of culture to learn about. There are so many places to visit right outside my door step, so many books to read, food to indulge in, and beautiful faces to look at and speak to.
I can type freely about myself and maybe a hundred, if not a few, people will read and gain something from what I have in mind. It’s just so limited and synthetic. I need to be out in the real world, where it’s natural and I can be free! Being stuck behind a screen is not for me, and maybe not for most people.
Live life, express yourself, and be free!
-Andres
I don’t know what to say…
Maybe if I just keep typing, I could find a way to pour it all out. Well, I saw him last night, but I didn’t even have to try to seem uninterested, because in reality, I treated the situation as it really was- me just relaxing and enjoying myself instead of trying to act like I wanted to slobber all over his genitals, so-to-speak.
I wasn’t there to see him, I said hi, and that was the end of that. I really didn’t want anything more or less. I have no problem w/ him, but I also don’t care too much if he wants anything to do w/ me….
this has indeed been a bunch of bull shit to worry about. I could be like anyone else and say, “I’m over it”, but in reality, I’m still getting over it. He is a living, breathing thing w/ feelings, so to some extent I have respect for him. Besides, he didn’t really do anything bad to me, except for the fact that he stopped calling me, he switched his number and didn’t give me the new one, and we haven’t hung out in a realllllyyy long time. I can’t act like it doesn’t matter, but I am in a way better place with people who genuinely want me in their life. I’ve met someone who blows this guy out of the water. This person who’m I’ve met is amazing.
*sigh* well, I suppose that makes things a bit better. Other than that, last night was still fun, and that little situation was easily and quickly brushed off. I don’t have time to be upset and I have definitely moved on w/ my life. I’m just rambling right here until I’ve run dry of anything left to say :)
Damn, you sexxxy! Mr. Alec Empire.
so I’m at a party, and this lady named Moe is like, “So you’re vegan, don’t drink… what’s your vice? and I had to think about that question. I answered, “Looking at hot guys!” and she laughed and told me that wasn’t bad :) so I suppose I’m not much of a pervert, but I know what I like ;) yum! So, I did post a Tweet right after the ATR show and Alec must have seen it and he RT’d my Tweet. Damn, that’s hot, in a geeky, cyber way ;)
Chris Evans- Mmm mmm yes please, Captain America! ;)
Yay For Gay
Right after The equal marriage law was passed in NY, a member of the kittie messageboard named Jenny D posted a thread titled “Yay For Gay” and it had some nice comments, but there were those members on the board who had to post their two cents, as much as no one really cared to read these members’ post, it was blatantly there and it caused some arguments. I finally cracked, and posted my two cents on the subject.
So here’s what I had to say: “I was watching a video from a human rights vlogger on youtube (Couver87) and he made mention that married couples are becoming a minority… that is sad! Marriage isn’t about giving up your freedom as a single person, it isn’t about gaining legal benefits, and it has nothing to do w/ status like it did hundreds of years ago when most unions were arranged. Marriage is a sacred and beautiful commitment, and not any of that other negative feed that has been giving it a bad reputation. For those of you who cannot grasp equal marriage rights, imagine not being able to see your dying loved one in the hospital, because you aren’t viewed as a couple. Imagine getting fired from your job, because you were talking about your boyfriend/girlfriend. That’s segregation, being treated like a second class citizen, and suppressing one from living their life openly like anyone else. I’m gay, but I’d like to get married, find a home, and have kids one day. I don’t need to hear that I wouldn’t want to be unhappily married to one person for the rest of my life. Don’t tell me what I want, how I need to live my life, or how I should feel.”
It just makes me a bit upset when someone has to be critical, or say something when their comments aren’t supportive or needed in a conversation. Almost as if said people just like to hear the sound of their voice. Ignorance that wont go away soon. I have to remember that this is something that is going to reoccur, so one of the best things I could do other than educate them and correct their mistakes, is to just ignore them.
ah, he is so cute ^_^ kinda wish I was that plush toy he has in his arms! I know the barbie doll has to be for him :3